I find that the older I get, the more I see that there really aren't huge zeniths of happiness or a huge abyss of darkness as much as there used to be.
From Paula Cole
For me music is a vehicle to bring our pain to the surface, getting it back to that humble and tender spot where, with luck, it can lose its anger and become compassion again.
I'm a songwriter who's put my childhood memories and teenage angst into songs.
I'm accepting I'm not living that younger, dreamed version of myself in the big city.
I struggled with being in the public eye, losing my anonymity when my star rose quickly in the late 90's. But I need the challenge of showing up and getting up there to spill my guts and connect with my loyal folks.
I was curious and hungry at a young age, and jazz was such a mystery to me, an ocean where you can express yourself in the moment. It represented freedom, it represented wearing wings and going somewhere with music.
I'm used to adversity and working really well in difficult situations. It was hard for me to accept the success.
The older I get, the more I see that there really aren't huge zeniths of happiness or a huge abyss of darkness as much as there used to be. I tend to walk a middle ground.
But looking back, the fact was that I had a couple of big hits too quickly and it was simply too much for an introvert like me to handle.
But at the age of 44, I sure hope to be a better businesswoman. I want to get the music straight to my fans.
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