This happens to me all the time: I think I'm working on one thing, but this other thing, whether I want it to or not, keeps coming through.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
What I try to do probably doesn't come out. What I've worked out what I do - I might not be right - is to do something very personal, and then suddenly I look at it, up in the air. I blow it up and look at it and then I come down again - a better man.
At the end of a project I get very weird, you know, in my head because I'm not doing it. It's like an addiction. I have to do it.
It sometimes feels like I'm not doing anything.
If my mind's not trying to fix something or create something, I don't know what to do. It just throws me off.
Sometimes you need to press pause to let everything sink in.
I'm always doing something. I never shut my brain off. I always have something going on.
Maybe sometimes I'm such a thinker, I reevaluate too much. Sometimes when it comes down to it, I really don't need to do anything, I don't really need to change anything. I need to just keep plugging away, working at it.
Whenever I get the sort of fancy pants idea that I'm doing anything other than pure expression things start to go wrong. When I get too premeditated, things start to go wrong. I just shut that part of my brain off.
I think I've always had a disconnect from what I'm supposed to be like.
When I work alone, it can be like dabbling with a canvas. Maybe you paint over bits, and it starts to form its own life and lead you off in a direction. It becomes an intuitive, subconscious process.
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