I found that if I don't paint for around a week, I get practically suicidal. It took a long time to figure out why I had these mood swings, and I finally figured out it's because I haven't painted.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I get really tired of getting painted up all the time. Basically, I'm a bum.
It has bothered me all my life that I do not paint like everybody else.
Yeah, I paint in my spare time, just to relax myself and wind down a bit.
I have to paint at least two times a week, and there's not enough time in the day to do everything.
I don't paint every day. I'm not that motivated. I don't do anything the same every day.
I don't know why I paint what I paint. I think it comes out - it's kind of my subconscious or something.
I tell you it's no joke to paint a portrait. I wonder that I am not more timid when I begin. I feel almost certain that I can do it. It seems very simple. I don't think of the time that is sure to come when I almost despair, when the whole thing seems hopeless.
There are days when I'm completely depressed and able to do only one drawing.
I want to paint something that's gorgeous, something that's perfect. So that it's full of sadness.
If I'm away from painting for a week, I get bored.
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