I was never in a mental institution for a long time. I was in psych wards.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I am a woman with chronic schizophrenia. I have spent hundreds of days in psychiatric hospitals. I could have ended up living most of my life on a back ward, but things turned out quite differently.
I had known a couple of people in college who went off the rails, who had significant bouts with mental illness.
The psychiatric ward was a really creepy place and, hindsight being 20/20, the creepiest thing about it was that I truly belonged there.
I've been in therapy my whole life.
I would say being in that institution - that psyche ward, or whatever it was. That was really creepy because it was a real place from like the early 1900s.
I said I would never go to a psychiatrist, and I spent much of my life in psychoanalysis.
When I left my parents' home when I was 19, I went to the University of Florida, and within 24 hours was in the mental health department. And within 20 minutes, I was being told by the director there that they didn't have what I needed there.
I went into therapy several times, but it rarely made an impact.
I existed in a world that never is - the prison of the mind.
Growing up, I was in and out of trouble in group homes and other institutions, and when I was 14, I was locked up in a psychiatric hospital for a number of months for behavioral problems.