As a kid, I would push my shoulders forward in order to hide my heart from being hurt.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
To be honest, I think I'd become a bit selfish with memories of my father. I wanted to hug them close to me.
I would spend months and months looking for a sound. I had to do that, or I wouldn't feel the extreme emotions I was feeling in my heart.
Being a heart throb would be crazy.
I would literally climb out of the cradle while my parents slept, go and crawl off. I did this a couple of times apparently. I'd cross the road and into someone's house, wake them up banging pots and pans in the kitchen.
Ever since I was a child, I would start crying seeing anyone in pain.
That was essential to my journey: the ability to love children while simultaneously having your heart broken.
As a child I was not allowed to express my feelings, so I had to go back through therapy and express the child's pain.
I would climb on roofs and jump off using my parents' bed sheet, hoping it would open like a parachute. I was always getting hurt, breaking a leg, you know, bruising, cracking my head open.
I'd give my right arm to be, like, a random extra on 'Girls,' just to walk past one of the scenarios. I'd love that more than anything.
Before I would hurt a child, I would slit my wrists.