I'm by nature someone that quite likes to understand how things are working, likes some sense of structure, and I've fallen into the worst possible trade for that.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I try stuff. I synthesize what's of value with some of the other things I have at my disposal.
I go back and forth between wanting to be abundantly simple and maddeningly complex.
You learn very quickly what people are so enamored with, and it's not necessarily me.
Mostly, I'm in the very enviable position that no one dictates what I do.
I'm naturally attracted to something I don't understand because when you try to deal with something you don't understand, it opens a door into another world.
For me, I've learned if I want a very stable, normal relationship, where I'll be like, 'Okay, this is nice, I know what's going to happen in a month,' it's probably better to date outside the industry. But you can't help who you fall for. It's our dating pool.
I fancy myself at being pretty good at understanding a script and finding the weaknesses, and then making them more radical than they are. People tend to listen to me.
I view myself as someone who is always trying to make life better in practical ways and putting the pieces together to do that.
I feel a different person in a lot of ways. I feel much more professional and dedicated to my trade than I used to be. I appreciate this ability I've got - and don't take it for granted any more. That fits every aspect of my life now.
I think I have enough of a sense to know what works for me and what doesn't, without going into some big thing and analyzing what I do. I'm in a position that allows me to do what I want to do, and I do it.