I would rather go to any extreme than suffer anything that is unworthy of my reputation, or of that of my crown.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I'm an extremist, I have to deal with my own extreme personality, and I walk the fine line of wanting to die and wanting to be the ruler of it all.
If you look at my life, generally, I've been put in situations which were difficult and which I conquered.
I won the crown for what I am - I'm certainly not going to let go of that!
Actually what I'd like is to have a reputation as someone who's been wild and gone straight, but without having to go through the trouble of being bad.
For me, I'd rather have an intense experience than not.
That's what troubles me: I should like to suffer more for the expiation of my sins.
I went through the extremes of amazing notoriety and also the dreaded things that you never thought you'd have to live through. Not everything works the way you want it to, but if I sit back and think, 'Am I happy about this?' Yeah. I wouldn't have done anything any better.
I'm either going to go completely mental, completely bankrupt, or have the best success of my life.
Anywhere I see suffering, that is where I want to be, doing what I can.
I would rather feel things in extreme than not at all.