I had everything I'd hoped for, but I wasn't being myself. So I decided to be honest about who I was. It was strange: The people who loved me for being funny suddenly didn't like me for being... me.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I went through my whole life wanting to feel I belonged. I was very, very lonely, so I would marry people that I wasn't really in love with, and who weren't right for me, because I hoped they would be.
I was attracted to people who were funny because I wanted to be in that world.
I wanted to be myself. Only myself.
Growing up, I just wanted to be like everyone else. I didn't value or understand the beauty in being different at the time in my life.
I pretended to be somebody I wanted to be until finally I became that person. Or he became me.
I was deeply uncertain of who I was and who I wanted to be. I really thought I wanted to be a much cooler guy than what I was.
Up until the age of 9 or so, I was an incredibly happy, pretty well-adjusted, funny kid who made my parents laugh all the time. I was a bit of a clown, and I was really happy. And then my parents divorced, and I kind of turned into a different person.
I wanted to be left alone to live my life, so it was very easy for people to pretend that they were me.
I lost some of my friends because I got so famous, people who just assumed that I would be different now. I felt like everyone hated me. That is the most unhappy time of my life.
I didn't want to be anyone else.
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