I would gladly do it but I am suffering from social phobia. I cannot manage being in a crowd of people.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I'm agoraphobic. I can't deal with crowds.
But I'm someone who the more afraid I am, the more I want to do it to get the fear over with.
I am essentially a recluse who will have very little to do with people wherever he may be. I think that most people only make me nervous - that only by accident, and in extremely small quantities, would I ever be likely to come across people who wouldn't.
You could put me on a stage in front of 100 people, and I could do a tap dance, but one-on-one was really difficult for me. And it took me most of my life to learn how to work with that anxiety, to embrace and be comfortable with it.
I don't know if it's irrational, and I would never say this before, but I think I'm a little bit agoraphobic when I'm in huge crowds of people. I mean, it's claustrophobic, probably - small spaces and large groups of people, anxiety rises for me.
I have a massive phobia for schedules and calendars. I need people to tell me where I need to be. I can't bear to see it in black and white. I think it's a fear of being pinned down.
You cannot isolate yourself from the crowd - even if you want to.
I am a shy person, basically. I don't think I can take my shirt off in front of so many people. I never thought about it. No one asked me to. But I don't even know if people like it if they see me without a shirt all of a sudden. But let's see, if a film demands it, I might just do it.
I am willing to make any part of my life public, if it will help others.
If I wanted to go be social I would. I don't have any fear of that. I don't feel like I'm a shy person at all.