I had reconciled myself to being happily out to pasture, a bit.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I was at the pinnacle of my career one day and the next day I was put out to pasture. I felt like a race horse with a broken leg.
But I'm very happy with my life the way it has been turning out. A little time in the country, a little time with the animals and working on behalf of them.
As a farm girl, even when I was quite young, I had my 'farm chores' - but I had time also to be alone, to explore the fields, woods and creek side. And to read.
Having been let out of the barn once, I know I wouldn't be happy if I were home all the time.
I ran to my marriage, I was happily ready to take on marriage.
I prided myself on being unflappable even in the most chaotic of circumstances.
Throughout my life, I happily deferred to family, companions, children.
I have definitely gone through my ups and downs and faced my adversity and my nay-sayers, but managed to do all right. It is a pretty classic tale.
There was no last animal I treated. When young farm lads started to help me over the gate into a field or a pigpen, to make sure the old fellow wouldn't fall, I started to consider retiring.
I stayed on my own path and did not follow the herd. I made a way for myself.