The term papers make me more crazy, because they involve more variables I cannot directly control! With acting, I feel more power-like I'm making all the choices.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Getting paperwork under control makes me feel more in control of my life generally.
I'm not the most detailed writer. I have a tendency to be more action-oriented vs. descriptive.
I'm drowning in papers.
For me personally, I'm mostly focused on writing and acting right now.
Acting is not an intellectual process for me. It comes from my heart. It's this strange netherworld of osmosis where I simply become.
When I'm writing something, I try not to get analytical about it as I'm doing it, as I'm writing it.
I write, but I also act.
I'm less crazy and unhappy when I'm writing.
Now that I'm staring down the barrel of the last act of my life, I'm less excited about control and solo effort, and I resent the way the business aspects interfere with my space for creative writing.
I don't feel that I have to control every aspect of things that I appear in. You learn a lot performing someone else's writing.