I live in a bus and go from place to place and sometimes feel very detached from what's going on.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I've always had this feeling wherever I go. Of not feeling fully part of things, not fully accepted, not fully inside of something.
The other thing is I don't want to move any more. I have moved so many times in my life.
Ask anyone who knows me - I am constantly moving things around in my place.
I love to travel. During normal workdays, sometimes it feels like I have to bludgeon ideas out of my soul - but when I'm traveling, relaxed and unpressured, the ideas just spill out.
I feel like when I was an adolescent, and felt so unworthy of love and so empty, I moved outside of myself.
I feel like so often I'm just, like, running around and eating in the car, which is, like, not good, or eating as I'm walking down the street.
I'm that type of person that if I feel like I'm doing the same thing in life, then I'm stuck. Always gotta be moving and doing something different.
I guess I just tend to feel at home wherever I go.
I never know what's going to move me. I'm always surprised. And it's always a mystery to the people who work with me.
It's like, no matter what I do, I always feel like I'm five years old, and I end up in the back of my father's car looking out the window, and nothing has changed in 25 years.
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