A lot of actors think they can't be happy without the acting... But I think I couldn't be happy with it anymore.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I feel that's a good thing as an actor that you do not feel satisfied. Whenever I go back and watch myself on screen, I find multiple reasons to redo that scene. That's an occupational hazard that most actors face. You can never come to terms with it.
Most of my actor friends don't believe it's possible to let go of it and be happy, and for a while that was true for me. For the first two years I ached, every day. And I had such bad dreams. But then I made the decision to start working on my little shop and all that went away.
There is some sadness for me now about acting because it used to be that there was a reverence for actors.
I'm always happier and a better actor when I can really lose myself in a character and become somebody else.
And I think that, of course, there is some dysfunction of needing to be liked or noticed or to feel part of things, something going on there for most actors. For some there's not and I think they really struggle with it.
I don't think I was fully satisfied acting. You know, the girlfriend role or the best friend role, and that wasn't enough for me.
I definitely still have my hand in acting. I don't think I would be able to walk away from it. It's my passion.
I can't complain. I'm making a living out of what I do, which is really rare for a lot of actors. The hard part is staying confident and staying with it.
Once I found acting and found that I could get away with it and make a living out of it, I was thrilled.
I didn't fall in love with acting until I did a few films. Now, I couldn't live without it.