I wept my way through teaching practice.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I cried every day of first grade. In class. Which meant I ended up getting comfortable emoting in a place where it wasn't the norm.
I knew I had to find my own way of teaching.
I was trained to be very tough. My mom told me I shouldn't cry; I shouldn't be afraid of anything.
I was accorded the opportunity to learn by failing - albeit at the cost of a few honourable teachers' sanity - and now I realise what a rare and incredible luxury that is.
It's good to actually cry. Trust me, I've had a lot of practice over the years!
But by reading them again and again finally I was able to grasp the essential part. What emotion, enthusiasm, enlightenment and confidence they communicated to me! I wept for joy.
I always felt I needed to teach to survive.
I learnt pity, sympathy, and what it was like to be at the other end of the stick. Such lessons can't be learnt in lecture halls.
Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn.
I wept not, so to stone within I grew.