I don't understand my own sporadic collapses into passivity. Perhaps I never will.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Sometimes you lose sight of what's going on around you.
It's just that if you're not disruptive everything seems to be repeated endlessly - not so much the good things but the bland things - the ordinary things - the weaker things get repeated- the stronger things get suppressed and held down and hidden.
Wherever there's an all-encompassing 'always,' 'all' or 'never' in your life, it's a sign that your mischievous subconscious is setting you up for failure by consistently leading you back toward these repeat performances.
It's soothing to realize that my mind's processes are inherently uncontrollable.
When you stop thinking about yourself all the time, a certain sense of repose overtakes you.
You need a balance in life between dealing with what's going on inside and not being so absorbed in yourself that it takes over.
When I play, I become entirely absorbed in the game. It may be a form of concentration.
You get so tied up with the minutiae of the day-to-day, there's never a chance to sit back and let your subconscious run wild.
I just have tried to adapt to the constant changes that happen all the time in my schedule and try and find any sort of mini-predictability and balance within my very unpredictable life.
I always try to be alert to the potential for repetition, for a decaying orbit with regard to my use of technique, etc.
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