It was wrongly assumed that I wished to become some sort of leader among gay activists, whereas in reality I was happier to be a foot soldier.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I was never an assimilationist. I always thought gays had some special mission.
I was still closeted, but from the day I decided to run for office, knowing that I was gay, I decided that I would, of course, still be closeted but that I would work very hard for gay rights. It would be totally dishonorable, being gay, not to do that. So I had that as kind of a secondary agenda.
I don't feel, finally, that my politics are entirely determined by the fact that I'm a gay man.
I think also there was a lot of coming to terms with where I am in life, where I fit in as a gay man in America, and getting more comfortable with who I am.
As a gay person, my life has been marginalized.
In 1965, I marched for equality.
I had always been interested in politics. I had assumed, for a variety of - well, for two reasons, being Jewish and being gay back in the late '50s, early '60s - that I would never be elected or anything, but I would participate as an activist.
I was not supposed to be in any way a liberated person. I was a female born in the '40s in a patriarchal family; I was supposed to marry and make everyone around me happy.
For years, the feminists thought of me as an army sergeant. I was too macho for them.
I've been a very effective leader in the gay rights movement, though at times I've been controversial.