I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
When I'm writing something and I'm really into it, that's all I can think about, and it becomes the most important thing in the world to me, and it may not be that, in reality.
I write down portions, maybe fragments, and perhaps an imperfect view of what I'm hoping to write. Out of that, I keep trying to find exactly what I want.
I actually started writing publishable stuff the day I decided I'd actually like to write something I'd like to read, and stopped trying to think what does everyone actually want.
When I write, I try to think back to what I was afraid of or what was scary to me, and try to put those feelings into books.
I like writing a lot more than I used to. I used to find it scary but now I've got used to it once it gets going. I used to find it hard to start. Fear of the blank page. The first thing you write down won't bear any relation to what's in your head and that's always disappointing.
I write to explore something that fascinates me, and I write the way I do because it is the only way I know how to write.
The old adage is, 'Write what you know.' But if you only do that, your work becomes claustrophobic. I say, 'Write what you want to know.'
I always write to understand my place in the world. I can see myself and my life unfold on the page, and I can understand my strengths, my weaknesses - I can see where I need to step up a bit.
I just live my life and do what I want to do and don't think about what is written about me.
I don't have the fear I won't be able to think of something else to write. It's what I do.