I left my family, and I left my brother and sister, and I went and lived my dream. I saw everybody, but is it ever enough?
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I have a dream of re-creating the fantastic family I grew up in with my brother and my parents. I am lucky that I have such a good image of family life - my father and mother are still in love, still happy.
I used to dream of being other places, other people. It was an escape for me.
My dream is to stand in front of 60,000 people in an arena and know that everyone came because they wanted to make memories with me.
For years, I thought I simply didn't dream. I felt left out. Everybody else had a thing I didn't have.
You really can have your dreams and at the same time have a family. But it has to be a really deliberate practice.
Once your dream is fulfilled you face another one.
I used to have a recurring dream where I was at a party in a country house, surrounded by the same people each evening. Everyone would be singing and dancing and after a while I came to know the people; though, of course, they never really existed.
I would feel like such a behind if I went to California and made my family move, and they couldn't find their dreams there, too.
One of the characteristics of the dream is that nothing surprises us in it. With no regret, we agree to live in it with strangers, completely cut off from our habits and friends.
I'll never stop dreaming that one day we can be a real family, together, all of us laughing and talking, loving and understanding, not looking at the past but only to the future.