I'm a great believer in not sitting around waiting for the right part to come around, but jumping in and building it for yourself.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Sometimes parts just come along when it's the perfect time for you to do them.
If you think you've already made it, that's when you can fall short and go backwards. I'm constantly pushing forward and chasing the element of perfection.
So I did that for a long time in my career, and I waited for parts to play myself just physically down a little bit. But I do feel like I'm at a place in my career now where I don't necessarily fret about that too much anymore.
I wish I had less fear about creating my own parts.
There are still many things to work on - the start, the transition, the finish. I am not just going to sit around and wait.
Once I've designed something, I immediately move on to the next thing.
I always try to keep that feeling of being on the edge. I'm afraid of knowing too well and seeming mechanical.
I have always felt like I was just sort of waiting to catch up to the rest of myself.
But there isn't any second half of myself waiting to plug in and make me whole. It's there. I'm already whole.
I can't just decide myself what's being built. Someone decides what they want, then I work for them.