I wanted to be able to do things at my own pace, make mistakes and nobody would care.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
To find the courage to do what I want to do for myself has been hard.
I wanted to be a lot of things in my life.
And also I didn't want my future to be just sitting in a room and be imprisoned in my four walls and just cooking and giving birth to children. I didn't want to see my life in that way.
I wanted to live the life, a different life. I didn't want to go to the same place every day and see the same people and do the same job. I wanted interesting challenges.
I always knew that I wanted to do the most that I could for the most people.
I spent the first 25 years of my life not knowing what I wanted to do.
Because I was successful over the years, I never had the opportunity to do the stuff I really wanted.
I wanted to acquire an education, work extremely hard and never deviate from my goal, to make it.
There were some jobs I wanted that weren't necessarily right for me at the time. The ones I thought I'd never get, I got. As long as I am doing the best work I can possibly do at any given time, I can't do any better than that.
I wanted more control of my life. I wanted work to fit in, not to dominate; to support, not to lead the pattern of my life.