Maybe I fear things going wrong so much that I pre-empt them by not getting excited about them when they appear to be. going well.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
When I'm not excited, it makes acting very hard for me.
Not being happy really is my fear.
Whenever there's a role that scares me, I get panicked and nervous. I know that greatness might come because I'm going to get out of my own element and comfort zone.
I've always got such high expectations for myself. I'm aware of them, but I can't relax them.
If I'm put in a situation where I am not really sure what's going to happen, it can be overwhelming. I get a bit anxious.
For me, one of the things that I get excited about is getting in situations I shouldn't be in.
I'm a sucker for entertainment and escapism as much as the next person. I like silly and lowbrow stuff, but I get nervous when I indulge in that too often. I want to know what's going on in the world. I have a morbid fear of being surprised by bad news. I want to anticipate everything.
I just refuse to worry or get upset or be fearful. It doesn't do one particle of good.
I always try to be optimistic, but not to the point where I'm getting on people's nerves.
Fear is exciting for me.