I knew there was something I had to do yesterday. I couldn't remember what it is. I can't figure it out. I know it's a holiday. I know I don't have a meeting. It's very confusing.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I remember being away somewhere, and I had forgotten it was Valentine's Day with a person, and that was very embarrassing.
A holiday is when you celebrate something that's all finished up, that happened a long time ago and now there's nothing left to celebrate but the dead.
And I never ask what I'm doing the next day. I don't want to know what I'm doing tomorrow. It's much too overwhelming. So I just go day by day, without knowing.
I've done a lot of partying in my time because I didn't want to go home and I didn't know what to do.
I find that it's the simple things that remind you of family around the holidays.
There is a tomorrow after a disaster, and it's sometimes hard to remember that in the midst of it.
I've never quite worked out how to do holidays. I've got a house in France which I suppose is a kind of holiday house. But it's really only so I can go on drawing when I get there. I'm never far away from the feeling that I want to be getting on with something.
I was helped by having a verbatim memory of what happened years ago, even if I can't remember what happened a couple of days ago.
There's not day that goes by that I don't remember why I'm in the situation I'm in.
I've just been on a once-in-a-lifetime holiday. I'll tell you what, never again.