When I was 15, I never thought I'd live to see 21. And then I became 21, and I'm like, 'I'll never live to see 30.'
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I never thought I was gonna live to 30.
As you get older, you think about things differently from when you do in your twenties, when you think you'll live forever.
I think because my parents died in their early 50s, mid 50s, I always thought I would die young. And that's been both a useful thing and I suspect something that's haunted me a little bit.
When you're young, you don't especially think of yourself as being young. You're just alive and everything's interesting and you don't think of things in terms of age because you're not conscious of it.
I'll die before I'm 25, and when I do I'll have lived the way I wanted to.
When I was 20, I thought I was 30 - but I was so far from it. When you're young, you want everything to happen now. As you mature, you can look back and see all the great things you achieved with time and patience.
In your mid-20s, you think you'll go on for eternity. Then a point comes where you realise that's not going to be the case.
If you try to stay young forever, you don't really live.
When I was 18, I thought that, to be a romantic, you couldn't live past 30.
I was only 24 then, but 18 of those 24 years had been dedicated to wanting to get to that moment.