As a citizen of this country, I've got to be honest to the people of South Africa.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Obviously when it comes to the question of telling stories about other people's lives in a situation as political as South Africa, you get to be political.
I grew up in different parts of Africa. I grew up in Mozambique and places like that. I've been in South Africa many times.
This is the strange thing about South Africa - for all its corruption and crime, it seems to offer a stimulating sense that anything is possible.
Living here in North America - I have been Americanized. When I go back home now, there are things that I have far less tolerance for in South Africa. We've come such a long way in terms of race relations and the economy as well as people's willingness to move on. There are still a lot of things that are frustrating about being in South Africa.
South Africa belongs to all who live in it, black and white.
South Africa gives me a perspective of what's real and what's not real. So I go back to South Africa to both lose myself and gain awareness of myself. Every time I go back, it doesn't take long for me to get caught into a very different thing. A very different sense of myself.
At the outset, I want to say that the suggestion that the struggle in South Africa is under the influence of foreigners or communists is wholly incorrect. I have done whatever I did because of my experience in South Africa and my own proudly felt African background, and not because of what any outsider might have said.
When I went to live in South Africa, I immediately began to understand what went wrong. Because here was a place supposed to be under apartheid - I arrived there in 1991 - but here a black person had more say and had more influence over his white government than an average Kenyan had over the Moi government.
Well, surely, I am not in charge of South Africa.
I feel no bond with South Africa, which is curious, since South Africa is where I was born.