I couldn't make sense of things. But then I began the process of civilising myself and trying to become a decent human being. I'm still working on it.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I am still where I started. I am still struggling. In fact, the struggle has only got bigger. I always try to go beyond my means, and this where the struggle comes in.
I was a little truth seeker as a child. I wanted more than anything to understand myself and also other people.
I've come to believe that all my past failure and frustration were actually laying the foundation for the understandings that have created the new level of living I now enjoy.
I wanted to explore the values that are at work, underpinning my life.
When I started working, I didn't have a clue what I was doing, in that I was just wandering around, hoping that I could succeed. Then after I got a little under my belt, it took me about 25 years to feel like I knew what I was doing.
I became what I wanted to be.
When I was starting out, I followed along the path that seemed to be marked out for me - from high school to college to law school to professional life.
I'm still at the beginning of my career. It's all a little new, and I'm still learning as I go.
I stopped living according to my core values. I knew what I was doing was wrong but thought only about myself and thought I could get away with whatever I wanted to.
Throughout my career, I fed off the fuel of people not being able to understand me.