The point I'm trying to make is, I'm really quite neutral. I have not been conditioned.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
A lot of times you're just conditioned by what's around you.
People who demand neutrality in any situation are usually not neutral but in favor of the status quo.
I'm more relaxed and just feel like there's kind of a peace with myself.
Life is too short to spend in negativity. So I have made a conscious effort to not be where I don't want to be.
You are affected by the surroundings, the mood of people, by confidence. I am no different.
I am an optimist even though I am told everything I do is negative and cynical.
I think secretly I've realized after my time on the planet that I have no control over what people feel about me or need from me, so I just have a more laid-back approach in my apologies.
I heat myself up over the fact that I am never going to be as good as I want to be.
It's cool to be different and just be who you are and shock people in a good way.
I'm an incredibly negative person, so any form of success is only ever going to be a relief to me and set my default position back to neutral.