There are a lot of times when I walk into a room and forget why I walked in there. I'm going through some studies right now, and I am going to do a brain scan.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Occasionally, I have to think like myself to remember where I put something.
I got tested to see what condition my brain is in. And it's not in real good shape.
My brain kind of rolls pretty fast when I'm conscious. It's constantly looking for stuff to do. Like if I'm in my house and I'm hanging out, I tend to be listening to music whilst watching a film whilst sending e-mails.
My room for books and study or for sitting and thinking about nothing in particular to see what would happen was at the end of a hall.
It frustrates me when my mind wanders and when I end up reading the same words again and again.
So my idea of neurotic is spending too much time trying to correct a wrong. When I feel that I'm doing that, then I snap out of it.
It's soothing to realize that my mind's processes are inherently uncontrollable.
I sometimes got distracted easily and allowed my mind to wander when I needed to be focused. It's quite subtle, really, and just being aware of it helps.
You suddenly find yourself somewhere and you wonder, how did I get in this room? That happens to me all the time, every day!
When you walk into a room, you assess it instantaneously, habitually, before you're even aware of it. I mean, you make sure there's not a hole you're going to fall into, but mostly you're not even aware of what you're thinking.