Sometimes I was frivolous. Did you have some frivolous years? I had to live mine out in public.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I was completely unprepared for the public spectacle my private life became, and didn't like it a bit.
Sure, my childhood was unusual. All these eccentric, wild people frequented our home: rock stars, drag queens, models, bikers, freaks. But I was not this little rich girl. My mom and I lived in an apartment.
I was never really a big presence in the home.
For about two years, I was a little wild. I was out partying, having adventures.
By a lot of people's standards, I lived a very privileged life. I never wanted for attention, I never wanted for material things. In some ways, I was probably spoiled because I never had to share. And I was doted on.
I was a very, very shy, insecure teenager.
I was big as a kid, very overweight. That caused a lot of insecurities for me growing up, and on top of that, I didn't like the idea of big crowds. I found it quite frightening. I enjoy the company of people who I know, and I'm probably still like that today.
Any partying I did, I did at home. I didn't want to be in the spotlight... There's an easy way to get away from the paparazzi; they're not that difficult to hide from and you don't need to go out for coffee every five minutes.
I'm not infatuated with frivolousness. We're just good friends.
I was a bit of a loner as a teenager. I never went to a single social event, because they terrified me.