I wanted the ideal personal life, but I also wanted to keep rushing off, and that doesn't work, not unless you've got an incredibly understanding partner.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Having experienced everything you don't want in a partner over time, it starts to narrow down to what you actually do want.
My whole life, I've wanted things before I was ready. I was always pushing for the next job, the next success. I was so focused on achieving and the path that I was missing some great point about life.
While I very much wanted to be in a relationship, I didn't want to be in the wrong one.
There aren't a whole lot of things I want out of life. My bucket list is extremely short: Achieve the success in the industry I want, and get married. If I achieve both of those, I can die completely stoked. I don't need anything else.
I stopped worrying about being desired a long time ago.
I've sort of mellowed out. It used to be: I want to be a star, do big movies. Now, being married, it's like the reasons I wanted to do that seem the wrong reasons. I want to have kids.
I just wanted to be married and to be happy ever after.
There was at time in my life where all I wanted was a relationship, and I thought that was the most important thing.
Eventually I just want to live a normal life. I want to get married and have children and cook, wash... all the things that I do now. My background is very normal and steady, and that's what I like.
I didn't want to get married. What I knew of most men was something I didn't want any part of. I just wanted to work on my career.