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My worst days are still pretty good days. That's something I might lose in the moment sometimes, but I have a pretty good grasp of it.

When I left 'Days of Our Lives,' I was like, 'I don't know if I'm ever working again. I'm going to do the best I can. If it happens, great. If not, well... it sucks for me.'

My life had become a catastrophe. I had no idea how to turn it around. My band had broken up. I had almost lost my family. My whole life had devolved into a disaster. I believe that the police officer who stopped me at three a.m. that morning saved my life.

There were days that I literally had no reason to get out of bed. It just was so destructive for me.

I still spend my time feeling sorry for myself and making serious mistakes.

When things have gone really wrong in my life, I've cried like a child. I have really, really cried. I cry it out. Two-three days I cry, and then I'm like, enough, time to deal with reality and figure a way out. This is the way I have dealt with everything.

I mean, I felt terrible. And in the beginning, I mean, I was completely devastated. I mean, can you imagine the kind of guilt that you would feel, and the responsibility?

I was devastated by the loss of my job in March, although I can understand why it occurred.

Coming to terms with the fact that my marriage was a failure was devastating and very difficult. I blamed myself for a lot of things. It took me a very long time to get over it.

We all fall off the wagon. It's only one day; it's not the rest of your life. Pick yourself up and go again.