I've created a chaotic life, and then I get on edge because of it.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I call my life a beautiful mess and organised chaos. It's just always been like that. My entire life things have been attracted to me and vice versa that turn into chaotic nightmares or I create the chaos myself.
I struggle if I have chaos around me, but at the same time, if I don't have it, I'm uncomfortable. It's a strange thing: If I don't have chaos, I create it.
You get to a point where the kind of beautiful chaos can't really fuel your creative existence any longer because it's not stable, however amazing and exciting it may be.
Maybe in my life I sort of put myself in situations that were chaotic, outside of my life.
Chaotic people often have chaotic lives, and I think they create that. But if you try and have an inner peace and a positive attitude, I think you attract that.
Life is lived on the edge.
I like living on the edge.
There was a time when my whole life was in chaos, really, and I didn't help myself sort it out. But one day I came to my senses, and I think I was lucky because a lot of people don't.
I have great belief in the fact that whenever there is chaos, it creates wonderful thinking. I consider chaos a gift.
I've always enjoyed things a little more chaotic than most people would prefer. I feel that I run well in chaos.