I have the strange ability to shut things out.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I shut up and keep my ears and eyes open.
I think I have the special ability to process information quickly and dissect defenses.
I'm always doing something. I never shut my brain off. I always have something going on.
When I was young, a lot of things were closed off to me. I was always told, 'Don't do this, you can't do that' - instead of stopping me, it made me think, 'I can do that, I must do that.'
I think I've always had a disconnect from what I'm supposed to be like.
I have a constitutional weakness in which I am very easily distracted by flashing lights. If there is a TV on in the room, I can't have a conversation with you. I won't eat, I won't sleep, I'll just meld with my couch.
I wish I could shut up, but I can't, and I won't.
I can't turn off the way I think, and that's essentially who I am, who anybody is.
My ability to be emotive and cry... I think I'm so fearful of tapping that that I won't know how to turn it off.
I adapt to things quickly, including good things, which I wish I could shut off sometimes.