At night when I used to sleep, I was thinking all the time that shall I put a knife under my pillow.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I often wake up in the night, and I like to have something to think about.
Beware thoughts that come in the night.
I couldn't sleep for nights on end, as my brain felt like there were thoughts colliding within it; I obsessed over small details, from saving pennies and polishing each one of them to washing my clothing over and over in the washing machine.
The best thing I have is the knife from Fatal Attraction. I hung it in my kitchen. It's my way of saying, Don't mess with me.
When I go to bed at night, I wear a sleeping bag. And for a long time, I wore mittens so that I couldn't open the sleeping bag.
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and wonder how I do these things. I can embarrass myself so badly that I literally get a hot prickle down the back of my neck.
I often shoot with scissors in my eyes.
I used to take Sharpies and draw on my pillowcases, and then go to sleep on them and wake up with red marker from the drool all on my face.
I put a piece of paper under my pillow, and when I could not sleep I wrote in the dark.
The last thing I do before bed is think I should take my contacts out. Then I fall asleep.