The first two movies I directed failed, when I was 21 and 23, and that was the greatest thing that could have happened.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
The first movie, I was 23; I thought I knew everything, but my ego soon took an irrevocable blow.
I was thrown in the deep end at 18 when I got cast in a movie that I didn't audition for. The director just sort of found me and put me in a film, so the decision was really made for me.
I was 18 years old when I booked 'Youth in Revolt,' and it was my first movie, and I was starring in that movie - and even then, I didn't feel like I had made it.
I was 40 when I did my first movie.
I have had unsuccessful films, but I learned a lot from those films. I give my failures as much importance as my success.
And as a filmmaker, I'm trying to unhook myself from this idea that unless you have a brilliant, long, enormously lucrative theatrical run, that your movie somehow failed. And I don't believe that.
I figured, if I failed, I'd tried something that I hadn't tried before and if one movie was going to destroy my career than I didn't have much of a career to start with. I just went for it. God willing I wasn't over the top and didn't embarrass myself.
My film directorial career has been nothing but repetition of one failure after another!
I dropped out of college and ended up making this feature film I wrote when I was 19 with some friends. It was terrible.
If I don't direct a movie at some point, I've failed personally.