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The only reason I look back is to check if I've been doing something wrong. I look at things from even three years ago and think, 'I wouldn't do that now.' Your life changes.

I had my moments when I got very frightened that I would not recover.

For me, looking back is akin to being on a tightrope and looking down. It doesn't help you in the present moment to deal with what you have to deal with in order to move forward.

We all know that looking back only gets you into an accident because you're going to run into something without seeing it.

Anytime I feel lost, I pull out a map and stare. I stare until I have reminded myself that life is a giant adventure, so much to do, to see.

I find going back through things sometimes exhilarating because I find things I didn't know I had, and sometimes it's very off putting because there are things I never quite finished, and there's nothing at all to do about it now.

So when you get a chance to look at things and chill and relax, it makes you want it more, and that's why I'm so happy to be back!

Sometimes I feel I'm living a meaningless life, and I get frightened.

Life is a mystery. Life is uncertain. It makes one feel a bit wobbly to realize that.