I was always too mature for my age - and not very happy. I had no young friends. I wish I could go back to those days. If I could only live it all again, how I would play and enjoy other girls. What a fool I was.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I think I wasted a lot of my youth, falling for girls who were a couple of years older than me.
I didn't have a teen age at all. I didn't even look at boys, never mind... then suddenly it was like, 'Oh my god!' So I made up for a lot of lost time very quickly. It was kind of bonkers. Working hard, partying hard - but also experiencing life, you know.
I was not emotionally mature enough to accept any kind of success when I was young. I needed to go that long route.
When I was 13, I looked like I could play 16, and I wasn't mature enough to play 16.
Once I turned 40, my whole life changed in the most mature - not boring way but much cooler way. I feel much more like an adult.
By the time I was 29 I'd spent eight years with someone else's group of friends. I had no idea what it was like to be a woman with mates of her own to socialize with.
I was kind of a misfit, actually. When you're young, you want to be like everybody else, and I was like nobody else. I couldn't sit still. I was impulsive. I still am. What is now called a 'talent' did not serve me well as a child. I didn't have friends. I was really an outcast.
I think I've been lucky enough to have had an extended adolescence. I'm a lot like I was when I was 15.
Even when I was a child, I always wanted to be older. I realised just in time that it's a mistake and to enjoy my youth while I had it.
I was never very mature in my relationships with women. First sign of conflict, I was gone.