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I got this feeling I'm gonna die before I get old. I don't know why. I just have this feeling.

Well, unless you've suffered from panic attacks and social anxiety disorders, which is what I was diagnosed as having, it's hard to explain it. But you go on stage knowing you're actually physically going to die. You will keel over and die.

I want to tell you what it was really like to think death is imminent, but I can't. It's a taste in your mouth. And an emptiness.

One of the first signs of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die.

Imagine somebody says you are going to die in a few weeks; I'd really rather not know.

A first sign of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die.

I think there's something peculiar about me that I haven't died. It doesn't make sense but I refuse to die.

I've worked very hard to become comfortable with how death works and why it happens. I now know that death isn't out to get me.

I'm always on the verge of death in my head.

I always know I can die at any moment.