I pondered what I should do and wasn't sure. Then it just finally became clear.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I second-guess and overthink and rethink every single thing that I do.
The next time you have a thought... let it go.
I definitely need clarity.
Before, I just spewed whatever it was I thought about everything. I tend to be more contemplative now.
I'm totally confused about what I'm going to do with my life.
You must first clearly see a thing in your mind before you can do it.
Let your mind alone, and see what happens.
When I have clarified and exhausted a subject, then I turn away from it, in order to go into darkness again.
I don't know what would I do in future; I'll decide it later.
Now I'm confused. Now I don't know what I want.