I took two years away from making films to write a novel.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I wasted time writing films. I don't look back on those years as lost, but it wasn't what I should have been doing.
I never see a novel as a film while I'm writing it. Mostly because novels and films are so different, and I'm such an internal novelist.
Screenplays I didn't really care about, journalism, travel books, getting my writer friends to write about their dreams or something. I just determined to write the books I had to write.
I was directed because I knew I wanted to be a novelist, but I didn't have a very good job or a way of getting published. I found those years to be among the most difficult of my life.
I went to film school, worked as an assistant, and wrote several scripts that haven't gotten made.
I began writing fiction when I started running out of material in my own life.
I always assumed I could never make a living out of literary fiction, and I was right. When I did try, it took four years before being published.
And I discovered after a couple years that I really didn't miss making movies.
I dropped out of college and ended up making this feature film I wrote when I was 19 with some friends. It was terrible.
And I used to write novels and little stories and compositions and I - but I put them away because I started acting when I was 17. So there wasn't much time.