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I've got a new relationship and I'm trapped in this old life.

I get angry at myself for staying in relationships way too long.

What I have learned over the years is to try to stay in the moment. I want to feel it all because I've realized nothing lasts.

I'd never want to be trapped. I never like to stay in one place too long. I always flit around, I never settle anywhere. So being married would be being trapped.

I am not very good with relationships. With anyone. I can't be locked up with anyone for too long.

I find that when I'm ready for something to end, I transition quickly. But when something ends before its time, I find it hard to move on.

Every relationship probably has, at its inception, a hundred things that you could pick on and divert you from it, but the feeling is there. You figure out a way to make it work.

I'm pretty horrible at relationships and haven't been in many long-term ones. Leaving and moving on - returning to a familiar sense of self-reliance and autonomy - is what I know; that feeling is as comfortable and comforting as it might be for a different kind of person to stay.

I'm looking for a feel and I have to find what that feel is before I can move on from there. I'm not necessarily catching stuff in such a simple way - I don't need to. So, I'm going for something else.