I was on the abutment.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I was standing on the deck of the USS Blue, a destroyer. We were all alone out there at this buoy, tied up.
He was using me. When he cast me in Sideways I was nothing but a vessel.
I was a functional addict.
I was hurting. I had some ailments I was dealing with. It's not like I was holding out.
I kicked off... and things went on from there... down and down.
I was an abused kid.
I have been in Sorrow's kitchen and licked out all the pots. Then I have stood on the peaky mountain wrapped in rainbows, with a harp and sword in my hands.
In jail I was just like everybody else, I was sitting there praying, feeling caged.
I was in chemical jail.
I got off the abutment and walked towards my office.