I've just become more conscious about how much I do drink and how often I want to have a drink and things like that. I think being conscious of it will help me to control the urges.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I lose all control after two drinks of anything.
It's the same thing that drives people to want to experience sexual pleasure or have one too many drinks. We all want to experience the other, and to get out of our daily existence.
When I was still drinking, I thought I was kind of in control of everything in my life and other people's lives and realized at some point that that just wasn't the case at all.
Drinking intensifies all your pressures and your needs.
I don't like alcohol, but I still like to mess around with other stuff occasionally. I think it's important I take mushrooms and acid. They're certainly not addictive, so I can't rule that out.
What's the point of staying sober?
I don't drink. I choose to be sober now. I have drunk over the last six years, but I just don't want to be that person anymore.
I don't really drink very much, although I have abused alcohol in the past.
I love having wine with my meals. And if I splurge, I'm going to splurge big, because if I deny my cravings, it just ends up backfiring on me, you know?
I am too much of a control freak to be a drinker.