One of the things that ultimately led me to leave mathematics and go into political science was thinking I could prevent nuclear war.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
My feelings of revulsion and foreboding about nuclear weapons had not changed an iota since 1945, and they have never left me. Since I was 14, the overriding objective of my life has been to prevent the occurrence of nuclear war.
I was really quite geeky at school. At one point, I wanted to be prime minister or a mathematician.
I was a Political Science major.
When I was 10 years old, that nuclear spark hit me. Whatever it may be, I really don't know what it was about nuclear science, but whatever it was that triggered that interest, it stuck. I went after that one with a passion.
I told my father I had to try political science for a year. He thought I was throwing my life away.
I stayed away from mathematics not so much because I knew it would be hard work as because of the amount of time I knew it would take, hours spent in a field where I was not a natural.
It was because of my deep concerns about nuclear weapons that I went to Hiroshima. And then I was astounded in Hiroshima to find that nobody had really studied it.
Early in my career, I wanted to be a mathematician.
I was particularly good at math and science.
I wanted to be a scientist. But I had no math skills.