I believe I encountered death, which was a bit too much for a seven-year-old.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
With the help of a friend I got father into a wagon, when the crowd had gone. I held his head in my lap during the ride home. I believed he was mortally wounded. He had been stabbed down through the kidneys, leaving an ugly wound.
My father's life was so decimated by his earliest experiences. His mother died when he was 7 years old, which he always said was the worst experience in his life. When he was 8, his father disappeared and he was on his own from the age of 8.
I saw why people died and how they died. I saw gunshot wounds and liver failure. It was a good learning experience, so I came regularly on weekends and holidays.
I think the mythology of death really ran away with me when I was very young.
My mom died when I was 11 years old.
At the age of 16, my father's father dropped dead of a heart attack. And I think it changed the course of his life, and he became fascinated with death. He then became a medical doctor and obviously fought death tooth and nail for his patients.
I saw a man killed in front of my eyes just before my eighth birthday.
As a kid, all I thought about was death.
I came face to face with death at thirteen years old.
I lived for nearly seven years with the awareness that death was my everyday companion.