May I make a suggestion, hoping it is not an impertinence? Write it down: write down what you feel. It is sometimes a wonderful help in misery.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Misery's fine - as long as you know you can get out of it when you want to.
Misery is almost always the result of thinking.
There are times when I'm really happy and I write something really sad, and vice versa.
There's always a fundamental misery that's with me that I always relate to some bit of loss or something. I don't know what it is about me, but even though I'm happy on the surface, there's something there, I guess. So, it all comes from wherever it comes from. I really don't know where that is.
Oh, how miserable it is to have no one to share your sorrows and joys, and, when your heart is heavy, to have no soul to whom you can pour out your woes.
I'm never more miserable than when I write, and never more happy than having finished and having it sitting in front of me.
I've felt depressed many times in my life, so I can draw on those times in my life when I need to.
Despair is a narcotic. It lulls the mind into indifference.
My writing comes not from the happy moments, but from struggle and grief.
Suffering is too strong a word, but writing is serious work. I pull the stuff up from me - it's not as if it's a pleasure.