I mean, that was a throwaway thought, because my focus was - my intent and my focus was to never go public.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
For most of my life, I deliberately led a private life in the public eye.
It's stupid to say that I don't like being in the public eye, but I don't like doing stuff that's not needed.
It's just never been in my nature to go out there and go on a red carpet to say, 'Oh, publicize me!'
I was completely unprepared for the public spectacle my private life became, and didn't like it a bit.
I thought, I'm out in my life, that doesn't involve my public life.
I lost interest in being in the public eye.
I was never interested in being an overly public person.
Today, there's an expectation that you get to know public people. In the past, it was much more what you did and how you presented yourself.
It terrified me to have an idea that was solely mine to be no longer a part of my mind, but totally public.
My life is going to continue to be public, and I just accept that.