I've always been worried about the band but I've got to the point now where I think it's time to start thinking about myself a bit more.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
And I look forward to the time when I can become more indulgent with my songwriting. But this band is a family, and it's a process that we have to grow with together.
I'm not into bands for the sake of being into bands. I've grown past that. There was a time in my life when I was that guy.
I feel more confident about what we're doing as a band and what we're trying to do as a band and the way we're looking at it as a band.
When I left my band, I had to start over from scratch, and that's a scary place to go.
I've always just given myself to the band, if you know what I mean, and been busy with that.
When you're in a band that's so big when you're young, you kind of lose your identity a little bit. You just become part of the band. I just needed to get away from it.
It was about this time that I began experiencing the beginnings of my battles with an anxiety disorder. We were touring a lot and there were some developing personal problems within the band.
I think it would be very scary and very confusing if I didn't understand where people are coming from, but I've felt the exact same way for so many other bands, growing up. It's not really a big deal.
I can't believe we've got away with becoming this huge band. And we still haven't done anything I think is that good yet.
Sometimes I don't want to be in the confines of what a band seems to provide.
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