I don't feel that I wanted to spend my whole writing life - which is my life - writing detective stories.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I am a writer. I could not afford to take 15 months off from my writing career to play detective.
This sounds like a cliche, but I always wanted to write. After college, I did some writing and realized very quickly that it's hard to make a living as a writer. At that point, I was more interested in fiction writing.
I started out in life as a poet; I was only writing poetry all through my 20s. It wasn't until I was about 30 that I got serious about writing prose. While I was writing poems, I would often divert myself by reading detective novels; I liked them.
I was convinced that the only thing I wanted to do ever - was write novels.
All through my writing life, I've had this impulse to write autobiographical works.
My life has really been about writing, though some think it's all about once having been in a ball dress and having an odd life and marrying all the time. But it's the writing that's always been the point.
Well, writing was what I wanted to do, it was always what I wanted to do. I had novels to write so I wrote them.
I'd always liked to write, but I never wanted to be a writer, because it seemed a sissy occupation. It is. To this day, I find it terribly easy. And so, rather than trying to hunt up a text, I just wrote one.
I've always had the wish, the nostalgia to be able to write detective novels. At heart, the principal themes of detective novels are close to the things that obsess me: disappearance, the problems of identity, amnesia, the return to an enigmatic past.
It's hard to imagine my life not writing. I love it.