There's always an element of fear that you need to work a lot until people get sick and tired of you or finally figure out that you're a fraud after all!
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When for so long you can't get a job for reasons that seem specious, you you finally do have it, you are constantly afraid of losing it.
People are afraid of failure - they don't like to work so hard and have people keep saying, 'No.' I think that's what people fear most.
I mean, there are times when you aren't working, but still believe that work will come.
Usually when you're working is when people want you to work. They don't want you as much when you're not working. That's the frustrating nature of our business.
I am lazy, but for some reason, I am so paranoid that I end up working hard.
I think its important to keep an element of fear about yourself because it makes you appreciate the jobs.
It's almost like the better I do, the more my feeling of inadequacy actually increases, because I'm just going, 'Any moment, someone's going to find out I'm a total fraud, and that I don't deserve any of what I've achieved. I can't possibly live up to what everyone thinks I am and what everyone's expectations of me are.'
You know, in the beginning when your first payroll comes up and you have to borrow money to meet the payroll, you lose sleep the night before, and you say to yourself real fast, 'Well, maybe I should keep working a couple more years. It's sobering.
You always have to avoid working for the sake of putting yourself out there.
You take all the things that frighten you, and when you can get them to work for you all of sudden people are calling you a success.