I'm a Nietzschean scholar. I've read an immense amount about nihilism and existentialism.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Like most people of my generation, I fell in love with the philosophy of existentialism.
I believe that we are all, openly or secretly, struggling against one or another kind of nihilism.
I don't think I can write a book as nihilistic as some of my early ones. They're so bleak. I don't think I would enjoy that as much anymore. You really become fixated on ways out.
Famously, there's not really anywhere to go after nihilism. It's not progressing toward anything, it's a statement of outrage, however brilliant.
Works of art produced in the contemporary world are a further expression of that. But I don't think there is an active, ongoing nihilist self-consciousness in the artist.
Ultimately, because I'm an artist, I can't ever consider myself a nihilist, so I suppose I'm optimistic.
I read Nietzsche when I was a teenager and then I went back to reading him when I was in my thirties, and his voice spoke directly to me. Nietzsche is such a superb literary artist.
Existentialism is about being a saint without God; being your own hero, without all the sanction and support of religion or society.
That my philosophy of life is, as far as possible, one of enjoyment. I'm not nihilistic.
I personally don't live a nihilistic life, I don't have any use for it.